I think it's sad to me that I had to make a decision to not play the game that I feel like I'm best at and that I love. But if it was just about the game itself I'd be there in a heartbeat. But that's not how the real world works.
When my mother had to get dinner for 8 she'd just make enough for 16 and only serve half.
Brains integrity and force may be all very well but what you need today is...
Who's a boy gonna talk to if not his mother?