I would rather be adorned by beauty of character than jewels. Jewels are the gift of fortune while character comes from within.
In the back of your mind when you say you want to write music for the movies you're saying that you want a big house a big car and a boat. If you just wanted to write music you could live in Kansas and do it.
I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp...
